069 – Under Pressure

Local reference above…

This is what my head feels like right now. I’m bitchy. I’m cranky. I don’t know what to do.

Going through coach training, I felt full of possibility. It really transformed the way I think; they way that I live. But now reality is setting in on starting the business side of things. And I’m feeling the pressure of wanting everything to be perfect.

But I have no idea what the fuck I am doing…

I just want to coach. I know it is power. I truly want to support people.

But I also want something that is mine. I want the ability to speak freely and to not be bound to corporate life.

And then there are some external conditions.

I feel like I’m being sabotaged. Perimenopause is sucking my energy. I’m frustrated…sexually.

How can I create the conditions for others to thrive when I can’t seem to create them for myself…